lonely

i keep my self lonely to punnish my self, for loosing the one who gave me will to exell
i deserve solitude for loosing my self, i deserve the pain, i wont rebell
ill keep my self sad to replenish whats lost, ill keep my hart broken by will of the host
i feel like shit for what i lost, how can i go on when i lost the one that mathers most
spirits wathing over me, give me strenght so i can see, the person that i need 2 bee,
to become the love i want to bee, for the girl i need to feel,
close by hart and close 2 tutch, close enough to mather mutch